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Did something i probably should have done months ago. i dont feel better. well i do a little. i dont know what to do anymore. im stressed out because of work and school and my parents and if anything at least i know i shouldnt be treated like crap. finally realized this and i will never be in that type of situation again where im taking 5 showers in a row(been awhile anyways) but that doesnt mean ill forget about it. ever. but hey what can you do right? i need a good and stiff drink. Im quitting smoking. Will is my insperation. gotta quit. Good thing is that in doing what i did i can now focus on things that are relly important, like self improvment. im so stupid though. i dont think he ever cared. then again at this point if he told me he did i wouldnt believe him. i lost my trust for him so long ago and didnt even notice. sad. but there are alot of people i can trust and i will nbe hanging out with them alot more often. Playing guitar and getting better. almost got a song iv been working on down perfect. only 2 people know i play now. think i gotta keep that to myself. and no one checks my lj anyway so who gives a fuck right?
Oh please, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention.
That's just ridiculous... ly on. But she sure is going to get it (the attention and the bullets) here's the setting, fashion magazines line the walls, now the walls line the bullet holes.. yea you sure let her have it.
she didn't choose this role, but she'll play it and make it sincere, so you cry.
But they believe it from the tears and the teeth right down to the blood at her feet.
Boys will be boys, hiding in estrogens and Aubergine dreams.
Have some composure, and where is your posture?
oh no no! You're pulling the trigger all wrong.
Come on this is screaming photo op.
Give me envy
Flash
Give me malice
Flash
Give me attention
Flash
Give me...a break.
When I say shotgun you say wedding. Or whatever comes to mind.
Oh please, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention.
That's just ridiculous... ly on. But she sure is going to get it (the attention and the bullets) here's the setting, fashion magazines line the walls, now the walls line the bullet holes.. yea you sure let her have it.
she didn't choose this role, but she'll play it and make it sincere, so you cry.
But they believe it from the tears and the teeth right down to the blood at her feet.
Boys will be boys, hiding in estrogens and Aubergine dreams.
Have some composure, and where is your posture?
oh no no! You're pulling the trigger all wrong.
Come on this is screaming photo op.
Give me envy
Flash
Give me malice
Flash
Give me attention
Flash
Give me...a break.
When I say shotgun you say wedding. Or whatever comes to mind.