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justwheneverythingseemstobegoinggooditallhitsthefan.Ihateitsomuch.Everythingwasgoinggoodiwasntworryingwhenimgonnagetagirlfriendandnotbelonelyanymore.Nowallofasuddeniamworryedaboutit.Itreallypissesmeoff.Ihateitsoooooomuch.Idonttalktoanyonethatiusedtoanymoreandthepeoplethatistilltalktosometimesifeelliketheycouldgive2shitsaboutme.Ijustwannacurlupintoaballanddie.Allalonelikeimgonnadoanyway.Nofriendsoranything.Bytheendofmyshittyasslifeimgoingtomaybehave3or4friends.Allofyoupeopleprobablywonderwhyicaresomuchabouthavingagirlfriend.Icaresomuchbecauseimsomuchhappierwhenihaveagirlfriend.Imlesslonelythaniamnow.Immorefriendlywithpeople.Idonthateeverythingasmuch.Icanactlikemyself.Imissthefeelingofbeingabletocomehomeorwhateverandcallandhearthevoiceofmygirlfriendontheotherend.Iknowidonttalkmuchonthephonebutthatsjustme.Iusuallydonttalkbecauseidontwannamakeanassofmyself.Isaystupidshitunderpressure.Butistillmissbeingabletotalktomygirlfriendonthephone.Imisshangingoutwithatthetimemygirlfriend(whenihadone)Itjustsucksultimatebigtime.Itsalmostlikehavingnoonethereforyou.Wellimdone.Hopeyouhadfunreadingthisbecauseifyoudidntthatjustsucks.Sorryaboutthewholenotusingthespacebuttoncrap.Ijuststartedofflikethisanddecidedtokeepgoing.Laterpunks.