May 29, 2007 22:29
*narf*
I feel bad, but I feel relieved as well; I'm going to worry about Gordon a lot, but I also feel a lot better. It's really not him, I'm positive we could have worked things out if it weren't for my wanting to be alone.
I don't think I'll ever get married or anything like that.
I just want to be on my own for a while. I'm dissapointed about Berklee though, I feel like everyone's going to think I'm weak for not going. I just don't have the money.
:(
I'm not very on top of things at the moment.