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i'm not looking for states of equilibrium. im letting go of all the inequalities before im left scrubbing the sky in some bout of absurdity. for now id like to listen and maybe you'll jump to fill the spaces. or maybe there's nothing to be filled and we'll find some clarity and understanding when were floating in this loss of sound & control. i don't care how tired/overused/cliche this reads. i'm slowly catching up....
the past few days have been strange...dipping in and out of nostalgia, drives to and from interlachen, conversations with old hippies, reduced to blubbering drunks falling all over themselves, periodically lapsing into the slurred verse of some neil diamond song, getting needlessly stoned (read: making an ass of myself, appropriately) with this ridiculous boy that i like.
the past few days have been strange...dipping in and out of nostalgia, drives to and from interlachen, conversations with old hippies, reduced to blubbering drunks falling all over themselves, periodically lapsing into the slurred verse of some neil diamond song, getting needlessly stoned (read: making an ass of myself, appropriately) with this ridiculous boy that i like.