Crash

[around_the_dial]

How did I let myself get so wrapped up in this? So wholly focus. So involved? Why? Why do I do it? And once again it hurts, and I'm an idiot.

I saw it was just me.

I guess I'm disposable, in that way.

I don't know, the decision has changed in the past.

I don't know I don't know I don't know.

I'm going insane.