Contemplating my path...
You know, I can't wait until college starts up again in September. Going back to doing something I enjoy...my acting. Keeps my mind and energy occupied too. I get extremely nervous/anxious doing it, but it's so rewarding too you know? Wierd me
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Now it's funny, cause I could have SWORN that it'd been months since I last saw you update. But who am I kidding? I update once a month, once every few months at best.
Anyways, darling fellow actor, I tooooootally know where you are right now. Because I am in the exact spot as you. I've been having to put off taking more Theatre courses because I need to work to pay off tuition and not get caught in the loans rut. It all has it's pros and cons. What I would say to you is research ALL your options and apply for all of them, or make the initial step for all of them. The ones that turn better in your favour are the ones you should more seriously consider. Does that make sense?
It's just a process of elimination. Just try to be open-minded to all your alternatives and not set your heart too much on one option or the other. Because things may not always turn out the way you _want_ (Lord knows it doesn't with me), but things will always turn out the way you _need_ them to. And things will always only begin to happen when you're _ready_ for them too. Again, just taking a page from my own lessons recently
And from the later posts of yours, I'm glad to hear that you're going to physio and that you're getting one of your medical problems sorted out. I know it took long enough, but like you said, better now than never. And that's another thing to be grateful for, just another thing off your plate.
You can do this hun. I know you can. Fuck, you ARE doing it, as we speak.
*mmmmmmmmmmmwah*
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