Utterly exhuasted.
Life is life. Time seems to move so fast these days I hardly know where the past year went....like I suddenly woke up one day and went "holly shit, it's almost November.....wtf?!".
Anywho, not much is new per usual. Not sure why I even both with this thing anymore. Work is slowly driving me to a bitter end as usual. I can't stand customers and I no longer have the desire to help them in any fashion. People are inherent assholes and it seems to show through more now than ever for some reason. Takes the saying "reach out and touch someone" to a whole new level if you know what I mean. I really need a job where I don't deal with the public, it just makes for a miserable day it seems.
The family is good for the most part. My Aunt was in the hospital for a while back, seems cancer may get the best of her after all. God I hope that's not true. It's weird cause I've never had to deal with something on such a grand scale as this...all knowledge of what to do seems to have left and I feel helpless.
Personal life it good as of late. Had a couple moments of realizing how far I am to "coming home to someone", but I guess that's what single life is like.....find comfort when you can and hold onto the dream in the mean time. As much as I'm comfortable with where I am relationship wise....it would be nice....
Dabling in band photography and liking it....thou I need some equipment to really get the results I know I'm capable of....hope santa thinks I've been nice this year! You can find some shots through my band friends on myspace.
I'm definitely going to Italy come February. Found out a co-worker which whom I get along with well, and are more alike than most, is going. That made me happy and more excited to go, since I think I was going to be the youngest among the people going. It should be a great experience.
Well, it's just about that time for me to collect my thoughts and hopefully find some peace in sleep.
Night.
Anywho, not much is new per usual. Not sure why I even both with this thing anymore. Work is slowly driving me to a bitter end as usual. I can't stand customers and I no longer have the desire to help them in any fashion. People are inherent assholes and it seems to show through more now than ever for some reason. Takes the saying "reach out and touch someone" to a whole new level if you know what I mean. I really need a job where I don't deal with the public, it just makes for a miserable day it seems.
The family is good for the most part. My Aunt was in the hospital for a while back, seems cancer may get the best of her after all. God I hope that's not true. It's weird cause I've never had to deal with something on such a grand scale as this...all knowledge of what to do seems to have left and I feel helpless.
Personal life it good as of late. Had a couple moments of realizing how far I am to "coming home to someone", but I guess that's what single life is like.....find comfort when you can and hold onto the dream in the mean time. As much as I'm comfortable with where I am relationship wise....it would be nice....
Dabling in band photography and liking it....thou I need some equipment to really get the results I know I'm capable of....hope santa thinks I've been nice this year! You can find some shots through my band friends on myspace.
I'm definitely going to Italy come February. Found out a co-worker which whom I get along with well, and are more alike than most, is going. That made me happy and more excited to go, since I think I was going to be the youngest among the people going. It should be a great experience.
Well, it's just about that time for me to collect my thoughts and hopefully find some peace in sleep.
Night.