PIED
I tried to post earlier, but the new format is messing with my head.
Tony went into rehab in July, we go married again in Aug. Things were going pretty good. Then we both go sick. I feel like it's been different since then.
He been working a little. I've been pulling most of the weight (shocker there).
He told me sex wasn't as important as it use to be, but it turns out he was taking boner pills so he could masturbate more often (before cleaning up). I hate those pill but since it will take a while to get over his porn induced erectile dysfunction (PIED), they are a necessary evil.
I give him a placebo, and he was able to finish, but he was having a hard time staying hard. He can do it in the morning without one, but this morning he was gong to take one, which really bothered me. I plan to try again next month. He's only been clean and sober for 5 months, they say 6-12 months. So I'm trying too early.
I got a potato harvest, one crop I've had a hard time growing. And the holes are almost finished for the greenhouse. But he started to fix the only running tractor, over 3 months ago, and hasn't been touch since. All his stuff is broke down. I lent out most of the money we had to Alyx.
He's back to trying to pull his weight, but I still feel over burdened. So some good and some bad.