Sep 17, 2019 17:58
Tony was suppose to get his license today, but instead he decided to go drinking with the guys. So I actually said it, "so you decided to drink with the guys instead?" He said I'm not going to answer that. he sure did answered it. So I drew a picture of him masturbating to porn, so I don't get weak. I hate him so much. I have to keep being nice until the roof is finished. I wish I could just stop loving him, how could anybody still love such a horrible person? A porn addicted, alcoholic.
I went ahead and did the lazer surgery, so before I get my divorce I need to test to see if it works. So, need to make myself have sex with him once. Unfortuanately, I have an emotion attachment with sex, I'm horrible at being a prositute. I just have to do it one more time.