hey. well tomorrow is going to be one of the hardest days of my life this year. its going to be my first thanksgiving without my mom. my dad says that it isnt goin to be that different she just wont be there. I think that its going to be a lot different. every year she was always there. we always cooked and did everything together on thanksgiving ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone. Not much new here. I just got ditched by the girl I went to homecoming with and I guess I found out that I like someone else but thats a totally different story. were not going to say who that is. lol but even though I got ditched i still had fun dancing with hoza and casey. that was fun. lol. and I guess that I made one of my good ( Read more... )

I just hate how one of the people i thought was one of my best friends decided that she was going to ditch me because she wanted to go with justin. I have now realized that i am not wanted around by her so i wont be around her. Well cj and his girlfrined had there first kiss and now they are all over each other. ( Read more... )

I just dont know anymore. I dont know if I have any true friends. I mean after 4 years Danielle doesnt know if I know her at all. She says that shawn knows her better after not even a year than I do after 4 years. Thats kinda messed up. But ya. I dint know what to do about Danielle even though I like her. Im just a stupid idiot. And then theres ( Read more... )

Regrets. We all have them. I just have a lot of them. I regret being hooked on ashley for so long. I regret not being with Kristen when I had the chance. I regret fucking everything up with casey. I regret lying to her. I regret lying to ashley. I just regret lying to everyone. I cant change anything in the past all I can do is change my future.

Im a little confused right now. I just dont know what changed, but I do know that something has changed. I just dont feel the way I did about ashley. Maybe its from her being mad at me, maybe its because I realized that she doesnt love me like I love her, or maybe Its because of all of the great girls I gave up because I still loved her. I mean she ( Read more... )

I just hate this. People are mad at me and I dont even know why. I mean I know why kara is mad at me, and if i was in her shoes I would be mad at me too. I feel like I have no one that is truly there anymore. Some people have lied to me. Others have done what I directly told them not to do and Im just tired of it. Period. Thats it. I feel like im ( Read more... )

I just dont know what to do anymore. Im so confused. I mean I want to go back out with Ashley so bad and she is all that I can think about. I cant sleep anymore because im up all night thinking about her and wishing, hoping, and praying that somehow, someway she will give me another chance to prove to her that I love her and would do anything in ( Read more... )

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