fukt

[armsofatradegy]

 im scared caz i dont see the point in anything. Im so deeply depressed. i dont know what to do. who to turn to.what to say. i scream yet nothing comes out. Im so over this. I need a plan. i feel so alone and i am so alone. why and how did i get stuck here? how the fuck did i manage to get stuck here yet once again? Everyday im in pain, physically, emotionally and mentally. I don't understand anyone or anything. I need to get out of here. I need to leave. i rip my eyes out crying.

If i could.

I gotta go out.  i cant controll this monster.