Most recent entries
I'm certain that my two most recent entries will quite possibly either offend and/or anger somebody that reads it. It's not all directed towards one person however, it is a culmination that has been triggered. Yet, it's not fabricated, altered, exaggerated, nor under-played. I'm tired of these feelings and in order to progress, they must be exposed and handled. Yes, certain parts were directly inspired (and even aimed) at specific people but a lot of the entries are meant to mainly just unload this from myself.
If who-ever so chooses to shut me out from their lives then I will be left with no other choice but to simply close my eyes and find a new direction. I live, I breathe, and I bust my ass to take care of myself and those that I care about. However, I'm tired of just being attacked because I can't be tired or have a rough day. I try to let it go but if I want to relax (especially if you have no idea what's going on) then let me relax. Yes, I like to help and make others, obviously those I care about, feel better. But I, just like anybody else, dislike the feeling of not being appreciated.
There's probably a lot more to it. I know my last entries were missing a bit. However, I'm tired and this is really messing me up from sleeping early. Catch me later if you have any questions. If you just want to jump and blow up or whatever... You decide to quit caring or whatever the fuck else people have been throwing at me lately... Just wait until I'm free and bug me once I'm awake and fed. Just let me sleep this one night without being interrupted or made to feel lowly.
/rant
If who-ever so chooses to shut me out from their lives then I will be left with no other choice but to simply close my eyes and find a new direction. I live, I breathe, and I bust my ass to take care of myself and those that I care about. However, I'm tired of just being attacked because I can't be tired or have a rough day. I try to let it go but if I want to relax (especially if you have no idea what's going on) then let me relax. Yes, I like to help and make others, obviously those I care about, feel better. But I, just like anybody else, dislike the feeling of not being appreciated.
There's probably a lot more to it. I know my last entries were missing a bit. However, I'm tired and this is really messing me up from sleeping early. Catch me later if you have any questions. If you just want to jump and blow up or whatever... You decide to quit caring or whatever the fuck else people have been throwing at me lately... Just wait until I'm free and bug me once I'm awake and fed. Just let me sleep this one night without being interrupted or made to feel lowly.
/rant