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today has been one of the shittyest days i can remeber in a while...
i've screwed up so much in one day
phebe's sick...
and it's my fault
the day b4 v-day
on our 7 month aniversary
and i sent her flowers for v-day
and they go out today
and i couldnt even get the flowers i wanted
paperwhites...
her favorite
they didnt have them...
i broke my computer again, so i need a new harddrive and case to fix it
the right hard drive came
but the wrong enclosure
which means i have to wait another week and spend another $30 bucks for the right thing
...
i hate college
i dont want to be here
i hate being away from everyone for so long
and the thing that sux more is i now acctually have friends up here
so i dont want to leave them either
the school is almot irrelivent
...
i'm so far from home
and i'm away from the girl i love
on v-day
and our aniversary
i messed up mst of the presents i sent her
the flowers
the card
the only thing that might go right is the chocolate
...
i can't do anything right
i just want to feel at home...
i don't feel like that anywhere
"it's like you feel homesick for a place that doesn't even exist..."
that's what i feel like
idk
i guess i'l just see what happens
~caelloki
i've screwed up so much in one day
phebe's sick...
and it's my fault
the day b4 v-day
on our 7 month aniversary
and i sent her flowers for v-day
and they go out today
and i couldnt even get the flowers i wanted
paperwhites...
her favorite
they didnt have them...
i broke my computer again, so i need a new harddrive and case to fix it
the right hard drive came
but the wrong enclosure
which means i have to wait another week and spend another $30 bucks for the right thing
...
i hate college
i dont want to be here
i hate being away from everyone for so long
and the thing that sux more is i now acctually have friends up here
so i dont want to leave them either
the school is almot irrelivent
...
i'm so far from home
and i'm away from the girl i love
on v-day
and our aniversary
i messed up mst of the presents i sent her
the flowers
the card
the only thing that might go right is the chocolate
...
i can't do anything right
i just want to feel at home...
i don't feel like that anywhere
"it's like you feel homesick for a place that doesn't even exist..."
that's what i feel like
idk
i guess i'l just see what happens
~caelloki