The more I know, the more depressed i get...

[arl89]

Does getting into relationship means that friends will automatically get lesser and lesser? Actually i do not have to ask this questions, because this is happening to me right now.. I dont expect them to tell me every outing they have, or what they are doing everything because that would inflict more pain on me when i know how much fun they had gathering together without me, but at least let me know that i was once their friend? Replying tags on blog? a random sms to just ask how i am or how's my SIP? This would be of much comfort.. Haix.. None of these i get.. Just because i dono how to be sociable...

Let me think back again. All these arent important.. These are just part and parcels of life.. Once over, it's not gonna stay in my brain anymore. How close i have been to my friends in primary or secondary school life.. But all are OVER already.. SO.. let this be the optimistic thinking.. DEAR always ask me.. "Why isit you are always bullied by your friends.. Why they always leave you out.. I rather you be close to them and spend lesser time with me.." So wad do you people think of this statement.. I would like to noe the answer tooo.... T_T

人生走到了此时此刻。。友情和爱情。。我该怎么平衡，该怎么取舍。。
我不是一帆风顺，但我只求开心就好。。
多么简单的要求，我却始终不能如愿。。
看着你的背影。。是孤独吗？
还是。。你在希望另外一双手来拥抱你。。
原来。。我是最容易被遗忘的人。。
我。。是一个没有人要的孩子。。。

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