Haven been too well...
Nah, i am not sick. Just that, i am not feeling at all happy recently i guess? Except times when i am with DEAR though. But of course, those times are not easy to come by as well because it's hard to meet DEAR during the internship period. And this is also the reason why i wish that SIP end soon. >.<
For the past week that i am gone from livejournal, i haven been doing much except to watch show, go work, go out and take plenty of rest lor. Since SIP starts, really not much to go out le. Weekends suddenly became so important to me, and DEAR even have to push off work on weekends just to go out lor. That's sweet of him though. :) Took out old shows to watch again, coz the new shows are coming out too slowly. At home also not much things to do. arghhx. dont like what i am going through now.
Yesterday... Me and a gang of friends went out to Marina Square. Talking about this, except the part where we had fun gathering together and talking about what we have gone through for the past 3 weeks, the sad part for me was that i wasnt informed of the outing at all. haha, isnt that sad? and how did i got to know of it? Thanks to Mag whom i guessed accidentally let this news out to me? And of coz, after letting the cat out of the bag, she has to be polite and ask me whether i want to go or not. I guess she was in a difficult position too, coz i believe she didnt want to make the decision herself. Wells, i was thick skinned enough to tag along when she went to marina square and meet those people. It was awkward at first, but i chose to ignore them, despite them giving me the expression and feeling of "why is xiaoran here when she wasnt even invited?" I sweared to myself at that moment, "i wont want to experience this again!!" arghx. i guess Mag was also difficult coz they know that she asked me along. Haix.
Eventually time pass and the happy times, as well as awkward times were over. Me and Mag went home to rest while the rest headed to other places to have fun. I couldnt stay on too late and i need ample rest as well. yea. So reached tampines quite late then meet DEAR. He was nice enough to come and fetch me while it was so late and raining le. But we didnt talk much either.
Hee. Gd news is this. We took loads of pictures and it will be uploaded once Lynn send it over!! :)
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For the past week that i am gone from livejournal, i haven been doing much except to watch show, go work, go out and take plenty of rest lor. Since SIP starts, really not much to go out le. Weekends suddenly became so important to me, and DEAR even have to push off work on weekends just to go out lor. That's sweet of him though. :) Took out old shows to watch again, coz the new shows are coming out too slowly. At home also not much things to do. arghhx. dont like what i am going through now.
Yesterday... Me and a gang of friends went out to Marina Square. Talking about this, except the part where we had fun gathering together and talking about what we have gone through for the past 3 weeks, the sad part for me was that i wasnt informed of the outing at all. haha, isnt that sad? and how did i got to know of it? Thanks to Mag whom i guessed accidentally let this news out to me? And of coz, after letting the cat out of the bag, she has to be polite and ask me whether i want to go or not. I guess she was in a difficult position too, coz i believe she didnt want to make the decision herself. Wells, i was thick skinned enough to tag along when she went to marina square and meet those people. It was awkward at first, but i chose to ignore them, despite them giving me the expression and feeling of "why is xiaoran here when she wasnt even invited?" I sweared to myself at that moment, "i wont want to experience this again!!" arghx. i guess Mag was also difficult coz they know that she asked me along. Haix.
Eventually time pass and the happy times, as well as awkward times were over. Me and Mag went home to rest while the rest headed to other places to have fun. I couldnt stay on too late and i need ample rest as well. yea. So reached tampines quite late then meet DEAR. He was nice enough to come and fetch me while it was so late and raining le. But we didnt talk much either.
Hee. Gd news is this. We took loads of pictures and it will be uploaded once Lynn send it over!! :)
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