I appreciate you. I may not say it daily and I may ask you for favors (but I try to pay you back in many different little ways =)) but I am thankful that you are a part of my life (semi-permanently). And I wanted to thank you for today, respect for you hit a new high because of this, I am just extremely glad that you are okay.
And I am not completely sure I know who you are talking about, but I have an idea. You have the problem that people think that you can take care of yourself, you are a surviver. Whereas those same people perceive that I can't, and probably never will be able to, bizarre isn't it?
These past few days have just really sucked, makes me not want to trust anyone ever because you never know when they can backstab you.
Ah, yes, I tend to be the "responsible shoulder to cry on" person as well... what frustrates me the most is when people won't return that for you. I had a "friend" whom I'd sit up many nights later than I should have to listen to him bitch about his petty problems...but then when I was upset about something and needed some support, his only response when I asked him to come over was "will you feed me?"
Needless to say, I dropped that one like a ton of bricks...
Yeah, he was definitely a really big mooch in retrospect. Bastard still owes me like $300 that he swore he'd pay back...but that was a year and a half ago, so I've pretty much given it up as lost. I used to be generous with people I care about...he kinda screwed it up for everyone else, though.
Gradual or slap in the face, though, it still sucks. And you're right, I'm glad for the few _good_, true friends I have.
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And I am not completely sure I know who you are talking about, but I have an idea. You have the problem that people think that you can take care of yourself, you are a surviver. Whereas those same people perceive that I can't, and probably never will be able to, bizarre isn't it?
These past few days have just really sucked, makes me not want to trust anyone ever because you never know when they can backstab you.
I want a dog so bad =( !!! A big mean one.
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and anytime, while it was happening i was scared/mad/pumped/freaked out!
but in the end im ok..
now is the time to ask ur parents for a dog. they have no reason to say no!!
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Needless to say, I dropped that one like a ton of bricks...
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Wow, thats painful..i dont recall something like that specifically happening but its more of a gradual thing.
When I look back i see all the times..
nothing beats good people in our lives :p
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Gradual or slap in the face, though, it still sucks. And you're right, I'm glad for the few _good_, true friends I have.
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