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Just because I rant doesn't make me obsessed. And remember, there's a difference between thinking something inside your head and getting up the nerve to say it, or even just the willingness to admit it out loud.
Okay, I've heard lots of bad news today. And many of the people I care most about are angry and sad for some reason or another. It's very depressing. And for those who know me, you know that I wish I could just take all the hurt away from them and feel the pain myself so that they won't have to. But of course I can't do that. I can't fix everything and I can't save the world, I can only be there for those who need me. (I really should remember to start being there for myself too.)
I talked with my sis last night, she really put a lot into perspective for me. I was so happy after talking with her because she reminded me that I have some wonderful friends who are always gonna be there for me and who will always love me back. We said we'd dance at each other's weddings and started talking about all the wonderful things coming up for us. I love her so much, and everybody else who has been there for me. Sorry for being all sappy, but it's true.
What's also true is that life is an emotional roller coaster. I don't know whether to smile because it's so beautiful or cry because it's so painful. Blah I don't want to type anymore.
Okay, I've heard lots of bad news today. And many of the people I care most about are angry and sad for some reason or another. It's very depressing. And for those who know me, you know that I wish I could just take all the hurt away from them and feel the pain myself so that they won't have to. But of course I can't do that. I can't fix everything and I can't save the world, I can only be there for those who need me. (I really should remember to start being there for myself too.)
I talked with my sis last night, she really put a lot into perspective for me. I was so happy after talking with her because she reminded me that I have some wonderful friends who are always gonna be there for me and who will always love me back. We said we'd dance at each other's weddings and started talking about all the wonderful things coming up for us. I love her so much, and everybody else who has been there for me. Sorry for being all sappy, but it's true.
What's also true is that life is an emotional roller coaster. I don't know whether to smile because it's so beautiful or cry because it's so painful. Blah I don't want to type anymore.