It just needed a hard-reboot. WOOHOOOOO~
Music-based lifeform is very happy.

Panic attacks = SUCK.
Figuring out that's what's going on and thus being able to beat them (and not waking my roommates or wasting the hospital's time again) = ROCK.
Bene Gesserit Litany against Fear = WIN.

Very strange, VERY scary, and very long. Talk about an adventure to tell your (or your brother's, in my case (childfree)) kids about.
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