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well nancy couldn't go anything cause she was snowed in and had to babysit, so last night dana came over for awhile. i went to bed at 12 and i woke up crazy early this morning. i had a talk with my family and we're trying to decide what resort to go to in mexico. i was like what the flip it's mexico, anywhere is cool but they're lookin at like 5 star resorts and stuff..i'm a lucky girl! anyway we piked up amanda and met emyak, timmy, ryan, lindsey, and caroline at double t for lunch around noon. i saw eliza there!! she looked so different. she was wearing jeans and tims. YEA preppyass-sailor-popped colar eliza was wearin that shit. she looked nice tho. it was cool to see her. after we ate, caroline's dad drove her, em, and linds to CVS . leaving me, timmy, amanda, and ryan, to walk - thru the snow. ppl in cars were laughin at us and we were fuckin cold. lol buuut oh well. i dropped off my pictures and got this blak nail polish..i think it looks cute but blak nails are punk. and i mean G-d knows i am not punk. so then, all of us went bak to emyaks. zach came over too. it was actually very fun ..we aint even do nothin special i jus had a nice time. my mom piked me up at 5 and i game home for like an hour? then we went to the movies [[ me, emyak, her friend (elise) , lydia, linds, timmy, ryan, and caroline ]] to see coach carter. i L O V E D that movie aaa whollle lotttt. that's why i'm listenin to hope -it's on the soundtrack. i met RJ . finally ppl been talkin bout him. that boy looks damn good. haha we also saw janell tyniesha co dana bechta and kris albornaz at the moviies too. you know lydia was all up in that shit [[ kris & bechta ]] hahah.. i sat at the end with ryan and tim. yea i'm cool. the girls slept over emyaks but my mom wanted me to come home. I AM SOO GLAD WE AINT GOT SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! sometimes, i can manage it but i really do NOT like centennial..
to you & you,
who used to be 2 of my best friends. i donno what's up with yall lately. i haven't done anything for you to be treating me differently. i try to be a good friend to both of you. lately it seems like you're too good for me. like your other friends, who you can't truely depend on, like you can depend on me, are so much more important. you're actin like bein "popular" guys and drinking is all that matters. and i'm sure you're not doing it on purpose because you're both great people . but yall two are sum of the best friends i've ever had and it seems like i can't even talk to you liike that anymore. it used to feel like whenever i needed someone you were the ones i could go to. now i feel like i can't talk to you cause you don't even care. i kinda feel like a bitch for sayin this , and i know it may not matter , but i love you guys. i really love youuu. i miss how it used to be =(