Jul 03, 2003 02:12
last night was nothing, and i mean nothing short of amazing. it started as an all girl hangout then turned into an everybody hang out then turned into me and crit skating and making adventures... the best adventures ever is what i meant to say. from bridges to waterfountains to skating and almost whiping out to seeing moe at 6am to stealing flowers to laughing hysterically to sidewalk chalk.... to finally feeling the way i urn to. i love that girl more then life.
tonight i hung out with my twin which made things even better and he even let me "cry" with him as he put his arm around me. i dont think he realized how much that comforted me. tomorrow is london and im way excited... moshy moshy for scottie. hmmm weird thought = life has a way of compencating for what you lost meaning i lost a twin now i have one back, weird.
insecurities have taken over yet again. tears have filled my jaw yet again. my wings have broken yet again. more family secrets out of the closet yet again. more dissapointement yet again. more death yet again. more realizations yet again. more heartache yet again. more more more... whoever thought less would be better?
amazing courtney amazing erin talks amazing crit hangout/bonding amazing wonder.