Arick. :( I feel like I should make a private entry just because I'm almost embarrassed to say all of this. But I won't.
You obviously don't know how much you mean to me. To us. All of us.
It says that you posted at 00:38:00. Which doesn't exist. ...
I went to sleep early last night though.. I wish I had been on for you to talk to.
About having someone in your room to kill you: I honestly think you've just watched too many scary movies. After I saw Unbreakable a few years back, I was afraid of... everything. We live in such a small town, and I really don't think that will happen to any of us.
I really would be heartbroken if you died though. KLASJDF! It's such a terrible thought. But Arick, I'd never forget you. Never.
As depressing as that entry was, it ended up raising my spirits too. You're absolutely right. I care way too much about how I look, what I wear, and what people think of me.
I started off with "So let's make the best of it", and I ended up with...
So let's make the best of this test and don't ask why. It's not a question but a lesson learned in time. It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life.
anna, it's nice to know that there are people that care about me. i know that jordan-ashley does, that's a given. we really love each other and i know that if i were to die it would really kill her. but knowing that other people care about me is nice.
i have watched lots of "scary movies" but have never been affected by them. and i haven't watched one in a long time, so i don't think that has much to do with it. i'm not really sure why i had that dream.
but i'm glad that it "rose your spirits." i really do think that people shouldn't worry so much about how they look and what other people think of them. life is too short for that. of course there's some sort of afterlife, but it can't be anything like this. this is life, so do the best you can.
I feel like I should make a private entry just because I'm almost embarrassed to say all of this.
But I won't.
You obviously don't know how much you mean to me. To us. All of us.
It says that you posted at 00:38:00.
Which doesn't exist.
...
I went to sleep early last night though.. I wish I had been on for you to talk to.
About having someone in your room to kill you:
I honestly think you've just watched too many scary movies. After I saw Unbreakable a few years back, I was afraid of... everything. We live in such a small town, and I really don't think that will happen to any of us.
I really would be heartbroken if you died though.
KLASJDF!
It's such a terrible thought.
But Arick, I'd never forget you.
Never.
As depressing as that entry was, it ended up raising my spirits too.
You're absolutely right.
I care way too much about how I look, what I wear, and what people think of me.
I started off with "So let's make the best of it", and I ended up with...
So let's make the best of this test and don't ask why.
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable,
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Arick, you're the best.
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i'm not sure why it said 00.
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i have watched lots of "scary movies" but have never been affected by them. and i haven't watched one in a long time, so i don't think that has much to do with it. i'm not really sure why i had that dream.
but i'm glad that it "rose your spirits." i really do think that people shouldn't worry so much about how they look and what other people think of them. life is too short for that. of course there's some sort of afterlife, but it can't be anything like this. this is life, so do the best you can.
but thanks anna, i appreciate it.
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