May 31, 2006 22:13
Argh. The world is not set up at this point in time for expatriates. Especially expatriates who haven't decided where they want to expatriate to...My spanish student visa is eating my head. At least I've been accepted to the school and I grow more excited everyday, and more fearful wondering how the hell am I going to support myself in a city where I have never been and I have no connections. Again, argh.
Plus, I have to go back to Chicago for six and a half damn weeks to wait for the thing to get accepted...I have no money, it all goes into a bank account labeled 'buying groceries in Barcelona'...what the hell am i going to do for almost 7 weeks in the town which spat me out onto the world...what you ask? this: If I were creating an educational program which consisted of nothing but the things in which a biscuit derives pleasure from what would I do? Well I can't do mime, chicago's not really the place for that...yoga, lots of yoga, and belly dancing, I'd like to remember what it's like to have hips, going to fae's wedding, a joy and a delight :-)...learning spanish of course...running, i like running, maybe learning some style of meditation...this is as far as I've gotten with the list. Or perhaps I'll try to get one of those awful work-for-the-environment jobs and quit after a little while...
I'm going to miss Bartek too much. can't think about that, when I think about that I cry.
if anyone has any suggestions, please feel free, or if you want to have some healthy snack between yoga classes I'm totally game.