Lee is happy o.O
So life is pretty much ... life. I don't know. Getting kinda stressed about moving/finishing class/getting bekah's stagette organized... and all that. Somehow, I am not sure how I got signed up for that job. I don't mind, but it would be nice if other people would help more. Deanna's been pretty fantastic setting up the club for me.
I guess sometimes it pays to have friends who sorta take charge of things. I am pretty tired cuz I was up all night coloring. I finished both of my dragon wings on the poster, but once again I am afraid to do anything else because it look so good now and I don't wanna screw it up. Although I wanna get it finished so it's in the frame and safe and sound for the move.
I am really excited about moving out, I just need to update my list of possible places. There was one posted at school that I saw last night which might turn out to be nice.
I wanted to do my RedHaven post today, but the server is down right now and I know I will probably be too busy/forget to do it later, so it's probably postponed til tomorrow.
So my dress for bex's wedding is absolutely stunning. I love it. My only concern is that it might be too fancy, but Bex said to choose something we would get lots of wear out of and I plan on wearing it to Jon's company's Christmas party when the time comes so that's pretty cool. I can't wait to show it to her when she comes out.
What else?
Things with Jon have been great. I realized the other night that the two of us haven't had an argument in like... months. Not a real one anyway. It's been wonderful. Partly because I dont ask him to stay up late anymore when he is really tired. I am not feeling depressed anymore. I have focus and basically, I am just happy to be alive. I was talking to Ryan about this last night and it was just a wonderful realization. I haven't felt like that for almost a year now. I have had ups and downs, but I bounce back the way I should.
It's nice.
Part of it is having someone to talk to when I feel a little depressed so I can get it off my chest before it becomes a lot depressed. Ryan and Nick have been really great for that. I hope they keep their promise and come visit. It's funny but Yank talks to them now every weekend when we play WoW and even he seems excited about them coming out.
*yawns*
I could put more up but I think that's going to be all for now.
I guess sometimes it pays to have friends who sorta take charge of things. I am pretty tired cuz I was up all night coloring. I finished both of my dragon wings on the poster, but once again I am afraid to do anything else because it look so good now and I don't wanna screw it up. Although I wanna get it finished so it's in the frame and safe and sound for the move.
I am really excited about moving out, I just need to update my list of possible places. There was one posted at school that I saw last night which might turn out to be nice.
I wanted to do my RedHaven post today, but the server is down right now and I know I will probably be too busy/forget to do it later, so it's probably postponed til tomorrow.
So my dress for bex's wedding is absolutely stunning. I love it. My only concern is that it might be too fancy, but Bex said to choose something we would get lots of wear out of and I plan on wearing it to Jon's company's Christmas party when the time comes so that's pretty cool. I can't wait to show it to her when she comes out.
What else?
Things with Jon have been great. I realized the other night that the two of us haven't had an argument in like... months. Not a real one anyway. It's been wonderful. Partly because I dont ask him to stay up late anymore when he is really tired. I am not feeling depressed anymore. I have focus and basically, I am just happy to be alive. I was talking to Ryan about this last night and it was just a wonderful realization. I haven't felt like that for almost a year now. I have had ups and downs, but I bounce back the way I should.
It's nice.
Part of it is having someone to talk to when I feel a little depressed so I can get it off my chest before it becomes a lot depressed. Ryan and Nick have been really great for that. I hope they keep their promise and come visit. It's funny but Yank talks to them now every weekend when we play WoW and even he seems excited about them coming out.
*yawns*
I could put more up but I think that's going to be all for now.