Jul 11, 2007 09:21
Ever get mad and want to post about it, then realize that's not such a good idea after all? Either because people will read it or it will get back to the person you are mad at?
*sigh*
Well I am pretty mad. Feeling pretty much like I have done everything I can, and like getting anything back is like pulling teeth from a chicken. I thought friendships were supposed to be two way streets. Turns out most people like to have me meet them 90% of the way in.
I was on WoW last night and it's sad but I was like "You know what? My friends cause more drama than my guild." If you play WoW you know that this is damn near impossible. Sadly, I think I am closer in some ways to a bunch of strangers than the people I am friends with.
I mean these people ask me about my schooling, what I am writing, where my life is going... they ask me why I am having a bad day. They ask me how they can make it better. They listen and give advice. They are like real friends.
I don't even know how to think about that. So maybe I will later.