Got my hair cut. is now below my shoulders. its ok. i dont hate it and it wasent as bad as it used to be.
Was panto tonight. went to see it based on the fact that keavy lynch from b*witched was in it.
i have to explain this because i may be hard for ome of you to understand:
i doten on b*witched when i was younger... and i mean i adored them. they were my role models - denim stars everything.
i did a paper round (sunday morning heavy papers) for 1 pound 50 just so i could by a magazine once every 2 weeks to ready about them.
so i wanted to go and see this just to meet her afterwards. chance of a lifetime yeah?
well it all started when i went to meet sam, bec and sazzle at the pit and pen.
we got i'd. i didnt have any. we're all fucking almost 21. we looked older than the peron serving! but they wouldnt serve us - bec and saz only wanted fucking coke! wankers
so we left disgusted.
the panto was amazing. it got a bit preachy sometimes but claire sweeny and the guy who played muggles stole the show.
she was an amazing evil witch and muggles and the panto dame were fucking hilarious - he even made sam laugh - suave sophisticated sam.
yeah then i really wanted to 'go mob'.
i waited hours. i watched all the cast leave apart from keavy and claire.
apparently they'd left before the audience was even allowed to leave to theatre.
and Sam waited all that time with me. thanks i love you for that... thanks
but ive kinda not felt this down before. never this low.
So this is what it feels like to lose a heroine?
heres the 2 pictures i have, one of before it even started and one of me and my fallen angel,sam