Feb 26, 2010 21:18
I don't know why I'm doing this to myself. All you do is bring me up to watch me fall all over again. I don't know what you're doing. Self preservation. You feel guilty. I don't know. All I know is that this is killing me.
What am I supposed to?
Please, tell me what you want from me. I don't want to watch my good days ruined because you can't make up your mind. I don't want to spend my nights crying because you decide I'm not good enough.
Not friends, please. Only someone who truly cared about you would sit through this pain.