Aug 15, 2007 23:36
So life in General is kind of depressing right now. Monica Left for Kansas. Kelly is leaving for Spokane Serena is going to be leaving for Europe. Yikes I already don't have anything that remotely resembles a social life and now every body is leaving but me. I just have to rekindle the friendships who are still here in the cities.
I love working at Hard Rock. I like the crazy pin collectors and music fans (minus the crazy guy who thinks he's elvis' cousin). I love the music and my coworkers. I love working downtown. Monday night I had this homeless guy ask me to sign his blanket.
Saterday I went to Kelly's Bachelorette Party and Monica's meet Nolen/going away party. I went to Anex, Drink, and Spin and had a wonderful time. I even saw sara Brunzell while I was out.
Sorry for the disconnectedness of this entry. For the last week or so I've felt kind of in a fog or like I'm living in a dream. I was assaulted again (I was too drunk to say no, thankfully Monica was there) thursday. I seem to be the target alot, but I think I leave myself open for it. I need to learn to control my alcohol levels.
I've been thinking alot about Chris recently. I've been having dreams about him again. I think its time I finally made an effort at a real friendship with him. I've been running from it for so long because of how much he hurt me. Plus I still have so many of his video games I really need to give them back especially since there is only 1 or 2 that I don't own now. It seems a shame with how good of friends we were before to waste it.
Thats a whirl wind tour of my current mindset.