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[areyoujokingme]

i have been crying. silent. watching mtv with tears falling on my hands. i want to sit in the moment and sink into myself but i know i must remain present. available. i am sick to my stomach. i feel like i have lost a part of me. or at least a big part of my life is missing. it's odd how 2 things can seem the same but feel completely different. one

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[_whygeorgiawhy_]

Jesus. I think Seattle was that for all of us. Not to make your experience commonplace; I am just saying I understand. I am sorry something is making you feel that.

[areyoujokingme]

i know you understand in your own way. i am just glad you had laura.