feeling down

Jul 17, 2004 11:06

even meeting Emily Van Camp (Amy from Everwood) yesterday after the Craig Kilborn Show was not enough to keep me smiling today.

not so good news today about the marketing job. the rumor is JoAnn and Karen LOVED me. but go figure that Mark wasn't too impressed...the fuckin cockblock. he said i didn't seem enthusiastic about working there and that i was just feeling my way around. well damn, lets how enthused you'd be if you waited in a chair staring at a potted plant for 2hrs, on an empty stomach while literally 20 pizzas are in the next room...you F'n cockblock. he's just bitter that i didn't have D-cups and a short skirt...well, at least i don't have D-cups.

anyways, i'm not out of the running yet, but i need to prepare myself with the possibility that i will not get this job...eventhough i'm more than qualified and am so extremely anxious to work there. sorry if i don't bounce off the walls while during my interviews. call me crazy, but i like to be professional. i know, i know...how revolutionary. but shit, what am i gonna do now? i fucked...proper fucked.

so yeah, i was supposed to go out with the CBS peeps to Busby's in Santa Monica (my idea by the way), Sangria's in Hermosa Beach with Kristen, and somewhere in Hollywood with the Torrance/Santa Barbara crew...but i cancelled on everyone because i just didn't feel like going out anymore. not sure if i want to go out tomorrow either because Sunday...OHHH, TRIP ON THIS...

Sunday i'm working some after party at Dodger Stadium. CBS is doing there press junkets next week for the new season and on Sunday they're having some kind of party for all the new show...and i get to work it (and try and not get too drunk in front of all the celebs, not to mention my bosses). but that should be fun...it better be!
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