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[arcticsunrise]

i am feeling myself begin to withdraw, the absence of surprise betrays some unconscious awareness that it was happening. I'm not dissolving friendships, in fact some seem more real and grounded, but seeing them less and less. Through everyday exchanges we don't have, I never find myself asking advice, sharing myself and growing with them anymore. We still know each other, but we don't know what the other has become, and we both recognize the bewilderment in each-other's eyes.
I'm pulling myself away, and it's easier than it seems. We all seem to let each other go with a casual wind.