Feb 27, 2006 02:43
I finally found something to try to rise up above the swirling tirmoil of the world, but I just don't have the strength to hold it together. Each new part is corrupted by those before it until its only a sick parody of it's intention. Beauty crumbles, as always, to dust in my worn hands. This leaves my life as empty as my sould, nothing to distract me from the maddening turbulence that we almost sarcastically name "Life".
I finally found something to program, but I don't have the experience to do it. Every time I add to it, it just exaserbates the problems from the last part until nothing works. No job, barely tafe, BORING. Grumble cakes.