it's my birthday
i'm a bit depressed about it, not only because i'm getting older but about life in general.
the only thing i do for is is go out to eat, but can do that because there's a plague.
i know that sounds kind of selfish, but this feels like my first birthday after my mom passed away where my dad forgot about it completely instead of thinking it was june 6 like he usually did. but now the whole world is falling apart & not just my life. it doesn't help that june 21 is the anniversary of his passing either.
the only thing i do for is is go out to eat, but can do that because there's a plague.
i know that sounds kind of selfish, but this feels like my first birthday after my mom passed away where my dad forgot about it completely instead of thinking it was june 6 like he usually did. but now the whole world is falling apart & not just my life. it doesn't help that june 21 is the anniversary of his passing either.