the lizzie situation
the lizzie situation. im tired of explaining and i dont care if she sees my side of the story SO...
ive been wanting a break with lizzie for months, but she kept saying in a while in a while. on nye i was at a party and we were both a bit drunk, and i said i want it to be now and shes like ok. her friend and i hook up after saying is it ok several times and lizzies like yeah its ok and sounded really happy and ok about it and all. we did, and i hooked up with another girl, lizzie hooked up with both of those people and a few others. lizzie didnt mind me doing shit, i didnt mind her doing shit. then after awhile lizzie just gets really upset noone knows why and shes crying and all and were like whats wrong and shes going on and crying heaps and saying she just wants to go home, like shes just been through something so bad... and eventually we let her go home cause she wants to, and shes putting this opressive mood on the party and all that and everyones getting worried, so we let her go, and she takes one of her friends with her, who had to stay up all night listening to her cry (which wouldnt have been fun). the friend gets up at 6am comes back to the party to help clean up. i did an all nighter and after a long dawn walk with a fairly drunk joe we meet her there. she helps clean up and the following is the relevant interaction we had:
me: "if lizzie and i do go on a break and all, and its ok with her, would you be interested in hooking up again?"
her: "yeah probably"
thats it, other than me asking how lizzie is etc. apparently i asked her to hook up with me then and there, and asked her to come somewhere private so we could. BULLSHIT. im sorry but thats absolute crap. i said nothing of the sort nor would i.
anyway where was i. i saw lizzie later that day, bloodshot eyes, etc, she asks me if weve broken up i said no unless you want to, i thought were on a break for a month. we talk briefly and thats the outcome. i tell her im glad i havnt lost her and vice versa we hug and i leave. i think things are all sorted and ok
that night at about six the phone rings. cams over. i pick up the phone and the first thing i hear is shouted at me; "WHY THE FUCK DO YOU LIKE HURTING ME SO MUCH? DOES IT GIVE YOU SATISFACTION OR SOMETHING?" im just like :| *complete blank look* what? whatd i do? whats wrong? whats going on? lizzie shouts at me some more until i establish i dont know what the fucker her problem is and i want her to explain. she says jo told her (see ACTUAL interaction above) that i wanted to hook up with her then and there and tried to take her somewhere so we could or some bull SHIT like that. thats absolutely completely NOT TRUE. i dont know if jo actually said that or lizzie was taking things out of context but that just DIDNT happen as i established to her. once i'd pointed out that that didnt happen she said i was being insensitive because she was drunk and didnt mean what she said. guess what? not my fault! i was drunk too anyway. i only did what lizzie said was ok, and if she gets drunk and make mistakes thats her problem not mine, so she shouldnt take it out on everyone else, and especially not ruin their nights. come on, new years!!!
anyway now i dont even know whats happening and dont particularly care either. joanna and lizzie are apparently not friends anymore but lizzie tells me this isnt true. i hope nothings come between them as i dont want to ruin a good friendship. i dont know whats happening with lizzie but im none too happy with her because of the way shes acted. if you go through it everyone exept her was doing the right thing, right by her too. if she made a mistake in saying it thats her fault. i'll go with what she says, and if she still wants to be together and doesnt want a break then so be it, but she cant be pissed off at me or anyone else for this. im especially not happy with the way she went on and on about it, subjected joanna to listening to her cry all night (my words not jos) and screamed at me for it, ruined everyones night and probably brought down shaun and geoffrey (again my words not anyone elses) when she went back there and ran off crying a few times. i mean its ok to be upset but please everyone else was mature about it.
glad thats all out... phew. if anyones pissed off at me now may it be for this post not for things i didnt do.
on another note ive decided my flats awesome.. that is to say ive settled in. cant wait till alex mclane gets back to aus from his one year exchange to belgium, not that i'll be able to walk around to his house anyway (he lives in bendigo so.. yeah) and also anne marie, whos been in france for the last five months i think. both get back soon and i cant wait.
said it before and i'll say it again, cradle and nightwish are awesome, especially Roll Tide (Crimson Tide) by Nightwish which is just a guitar song and i love it. all must hear it.
ive been wanting a break with lizzie for months, but she kept saying in a while in a while. on nye i was at a party and we were both a bit drunk, and i said i want it to be now and shes like ok. her friend and i hook up after saying is it ok several times and lizzies like yeah its ok and sounded really happy and ok about it and all. we did, and i hooked up with another girl, lizzie hooked up with both of those people and a few others. lizzie didnt mind me doing shit, i didnt mind her doing shit. then after awhile lizzie just gets really upset noone knows why and shes crying and all and were like whats wrong and shes going on and crying heaps and saying she just wants to go home, like shes just been through something so bad... and eventually we let her go home cause she wants to, and shes putting this opressive mood on the party and all that and everyones getting worried, so we let her go, and she takes one of her friends with her, who had to stay up all night listening to her cry (which wouldnt have been fun). the friend gets up at 6am comes back to the party to help clean up. i did an all nighter and after a long dawn walk with a fairly drunk joe we meet her there. she helps clean up and the following is the relevant interaction we had:
me: "if lizzie and i do go on a break and all, and its ok with her, would you be interested in hooking up again?"
her: "yeah probably"
thats it, other than me asking how lizzie is etc. apparently i asked her to hook up with me then and there, and asked her to come somewhere private so we could. BULLSHIT. im sorry but thats absolute crap. i said nothing of the sort nor would i.
anyway where was i. i saw lizzie later that day, bloodshot eyes, etc, she asks me if weve broken up i said no unless you want to, i thought were on a break for a month. we talk briefly and thats the outcome. i tell her im glad i havnt lost her and vice versa we hug and i leave. i think things are all sorted and ok
that night at about six the phone rings. cams over. i pick up the phone and the first thing i hear is shouted at me; "WHY THE FUCK DO YOU LIKE HURTING ME SO MUCH? DOES IT GIVE YOU SATISFACTION OR SOMETHING?" im just like :| *complete blank look* what? whatd i do? whats wrong? whats going on? lizzie shouts at me some more until i establish i dont know what the fucker her problem is and i want her to explain. she says jo told her (see ACTUAL interaction above) that i wanted to hook up with her then and there and tried to take her somewhere so we could or some bull SHIT like that. thats absolutely completely NOT TRUE. i dont know if jo actually said that or lizzie was taking things out of context but that just DIDNT happen as i established to her. once i'd pointed out that that didnt happen she said i was being insensitive because she was drunk and didnt mean what she said. guess what? not my fault! i was drunk too anyway. i only did what lizzie said was ok, and if she gets drunk and make mistakes thats her problem not mine, so she shouldnt take it out on everyone else, and especially not ruin their nights. come on, new years!!!
anyway now i dont even know whats happening and dont particularly care either. joanna and lizzie are apparently not friends anymore but lizzie tells me this isnt true. i hope nothings come between them as i dont want to ruin a good friendship. i dont know whats happening with lizzie but im none too happy with her because of the way shes acted. if you go through it everyone exept her was doing the right thing, right by her too. if she made a mistake in saying it thats her fault. i'll go with what she says, and if she still wants to be together and doesnt want a break then so be it, but she cant be pissed off at me or anyone else for this. im especially not happy with the way she went on and on about it, subjected joanna to listening to her cry all night (my words not jos) and screamed at me for it, ruined everyones night and probably brought down shaun and geoffrey (again my words not anyone elses) when she went back there and ran off crying a few times. i mean its ok to be upset but please everyone else was mature about it.
glad thats all out... phew. if anyones pissed off at me now may it be for this post not for things i didnt do.
on another note ive decided my flats awesome.. that is to say ive settled in. cant wait till alex mclane gets back to aus from his one year exchange to belgium, not that i'll be able to walk around to his house anyway (he lives in bendigo so.. yeah) and also anne marie, whos been in france for the last five months i think. both get back soon and i cant wait.
said it before and i'll say it again, cradle and nightwish are awesome, especially Roll Tide (Crimson Tide) by Nightwish which is just a guitar song and i love it. all must hear it.