I still just want serenity

[archangel14]

So, as you can see by the date, time sure has passed since my last entry. I'm still here, still kind of confused as to what I want, and what I feel. In all honesty, I don't really know where I am, much less where I am going from here. I mean that as far as with my career, with my friends, and with any girls. Not that I've got any in mind at the moment, but yeah, hopefully that'll change at some point. I'm not real happy as of recently, but I'm not necessarily unhappy either. It's weird.

I don't miss Becky as my girlfriend, but I do miss having a relationship like that...  I feel like I need to do more to change that, to get back in the sattle. I'll get this...

I think.