*groans*

Nov 19, 2008 19:43

Mind is too stuffed with anger and annoyance and sheer despair that no post can be formulated tonight. Other than this post, that is ( Read more... )

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arch_schatten November 21 2008, 06:05:38 UTC
*snugs* Wombat powaaa! *curls up and tries to summon Wombat willpower*

Thank you so much for the advice, Dan. I really need a clear mind to help me sort this stuff, and everyone at work sees quitting as sort of.. unthinkable -I don't think not being employed for a bit is the end of the world, and indeed for me it isn't, given that I don't support myself and that I have savings..- and t my home my parents are worried I won't get a job for a long while. Which.. is a possibility, but not something that worries me too much either. I can always go back to freelancing until I find something that I actually like...

I don't think that me quitting would be a negotiation, so you're right in that it would be useless to give any explanations. I don't want to stay, unless they were to give me the job I was promised, which was never real. And I have problems with the company's policies themselves, so the job the offered me I know it's impossible to get, simply because the bosses are.. not very good at what they should be doing, and I'll always have to drift a lot.

I *think* my date of notice should be the first week of February, so I get to pay for Christmas gifts and save some money during January. I want to be free by March, that much I know. Unless it magically turns into the best job ever, which I doubt...

It is the kind of thing that happens all the time. Just keep reminding yourself of that. This isn't FAILURE or FREEDOM.

It does feel like failure a tad, but I'll embrace your words like a mantra. It is not my fault. Perhaps it's nobody's fault. It just didn't pan out and it was a bad moment for me and the company to converge. *breathes* I do what I can... *hugs*

(UNRELATED AWESOME: YOU'RE PRESENT IS IN THE MAAAAIL! X)

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