#133: demons
you realised how lonely you are when you wanted to confide in someone but there’s no one to turn to
Self-doubt is a terrible, terrible thing.
It’s times like this when you start to wonder whether you’re even good at anything. I’ve been trying, and trying but trying seems to get me nowhere. Is it because I’m too weak, or have I not been putting enough effort? Are some people born to always be at the weaker end of the spectrum and am I one of them? I keep trying to find something, anything that I could be good at: nothing. Some people say that talent is a pursued interest (i.e. anything I am willing to practice, I can do) But how do you continue on when you feel like you could never really achieve anything in life?
July’s been a pretty rough month for me emotionally.
Till next time.