Dear Nino,
First of all Happy Birthday. Uwaahh, you're already 31. Who could possibly tell that you're over 30? Until now, you still look like 17 to me. I wonder how you do that? Seriously, I still think it's plausible for you to act as a student in a drama. But isn't that good? That means you're still as good looking as before, so cheers to that! :3
I was joining in a community a while ago and one of their instructions was to write some random fun fact (it didn't state about what so I just wrote one about myself). It got me thinking and suddenly I remembered the day that started all of this crazy fangirling thing that I can now never escape from. It started with Chinen-kun of HSJ. He's such an Ohno-fan and I just couldn't help but be curious about the guy so I tried to research him on youtube. Thousands of results came up, and of all the results that could have satisfied my curiosity, I clicked the video entitled Ohmiya SK. I don't know why, but I just did. I clicked it and saw you and Ohno, and well you know Ohmiya SK more than I do, so ;). A normal human being would probably reacted a bit repulsive about the video, but I'm not normal. I completely fell in love with it. I searched all Ohmiya SK, all the recommended videos, I searched you on the net and got to know every member of Arashi within an hour. I was just planning to get a glimpse of something that could satisfy my random curiosity, but those planned seconds turned into uncontrollable minutes, passed by hours, and counted as days. And now, here I am, a fan, who now could never imagine a life without Arashi.
Sometimes I wonder whether that was a good idea or not. My sleeping patterns changed, and the amount of things I could sacrifice (although most of the times not intently) just increased ever since I met you. Sometimes I blame you for everything but after that I still find myself watching another episode of your drama or program, etc., deemed as the 10th "last episode" I'll watch for the day. No matter how much I blame you I still fall in love with you over and over again. So I gave up and just immersed myself in all Arashi-goodness my slow internet could offer me.
Maybe it was indeed a bad idea, but who cares? I'm having fun. It's like I'm doing drugs but without any side effects aside from lack of sleep and ability to watch same 5 guys in 10 straight hours or so. That's not really bad, is it? Or who knows, maybe it's fate? I could have watched some random clip on youtube about Ohno (tho I'm pretty sure I'd still get hooked), but I clicked that one Ohmiya Sk and I fell in love with you first. I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU THROUGH OHMIYA SK, can you imagine? If you want someone to like a person, you'll show his good side first and have her fall in love with him, then gently break it down to her that her bias might be cool and good-looking but he also have this side of him, but since she's already a fan, she has no choice but to accept reality. But I didn't. I don't know what category that clip would fall under but I'm pretty sure that's not your most good-looking side. But still, I never turned away. I'm here. We're here.
Anyway, my point is, I love you. No matter how crazy and bitchy you are, I still love you. And it will never change. Even if you turn 40 or 50, even if I get married, I will still love you. And someday, I'd tell my children all of these crazy stories. I'd tell them about you and everyone in Arashi. I'd tell them that these five guys changed my life forever. I'd tell them that life is happier with all of you.
I'll continue on supporting you. I hope someday, I'd get to see you in person. Even if I'm on the farthest seat at your concert, I won't mind. I'm looking forward to more of your accomplishments. Thank you. For everything.
Spreading Arashi love,
Relle
I was joining in a community a while ago and one of their instructions was to write some random fun fact (it didn't state about what so I just wrote one about myself). It got me thinking and suddenly I remembered the day that started all of this crazy fangirling thing that I can now never escape from. It started with Chinen-kun of HSJ. He's such an Ohno-fan and I just couldn't help but be curious about the guy so I tried to research him on youtube. Thousands of results came up, and of all the results that could have satisfied my curiosity, I clicked the video entitled Ohmiya SK. I don't know why, but I just did. I clicked it and saw you and Ohno, and well you know Ohmiya SK more than I do, so ;). A normal human being would probably reacted a bit repulsive about the video, but I'm not normal. I completely fell in love with it. I searched all Ohmiya SK, all the recommended videos, I searched you on the net and got to know every member of Arashi within an hour. I was just planning to get a glimpse of something that could satisfy my random curiosity, but those planned seconds turned into uncontrollable minutes, passed by hours, and counted as days. And now, here I am, a fan, who now could never imagine a life without Arashi.
Sometimes I wonder whether that was a good idea or not. My sleeping patterns changed, and the amount of things I could sacrifice (although most of the times not intently) just increased ever since I met you. Sometimes I blame you for everything but after that I still find myself watching another episode of your drama or program, etc., deemed as the 10th "last episode" I'll watch for the day. No matter how much I blame you I still fall in love with you over and over again. So I gave up and just immersed myself in all Arashi-goodness my slow internet could offer me.
Maybe it was indeed a bad idea, but who cares? I'm having fun. It's like I'm doing drugs but without any side effects aside from lack of sleep and ability to watch same 5 guys in 10 straight hours or so. That's not really bad, is it? Or who knows, maybe it's fate? I could have watched some random clip on youtube about Ohno (tho I'm pretty sure I'd still get hooked), but I clicked that one Ohmiya Sk and I fell in love with you first. I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU THROUGH OHMIYA SK, can you imagine? If you want someone to like a person, you'll show his good side first and have her fall in love with him, then gently break it down to her that her bias might be cool and good-looking but he also have this side of him, but since she's already a fan, she has no choice but to accept reality. But I didn't. I don't know what category that clip would fall under but I'm pretty sure that's not your most good-looking side. But still, I never turned away. I'm here. We're here.
Anyway, my point is, I love you. No matter how crazy and bitchy you are, I still love you. And it will never change. Even if you turn 40 or 50, even if I get married, I will still love you. And someday, I'd tell my children all of these crazy stories. I'd tell them about you and everyone in Arashi. I'd tell them that these five guys changed my life forever. I'd tell them that life is happier with all of you.
I'll continue on supporting you. I hope someday, I'd get to see you in person. Even if I'm on the farthest seat at your concert, I won't mind. I'm looking forward to more of your accomplishments. Thank you. For everything.
Spreading Arashi love,
Relle