regret and second chance 3
(Chapter Three)
“Do you think Sho will be alright?” Ohno asked as he, Jun and Nino sitting in the bar.
“He still feels guilty for what he said last time. It was his last statement to him and it wasn’t good” Nino answered, after he placed his order.
“Before this, Sho was very clingy to him as they were hardly separatable.” Jun chimed in.
“I know because I also had less time to spend with Aiba as they were always had plan” Nino complaint. There were a bit of bitterness and regret in his voice.
“Do you notice how Sho will always look up from his newspaper he was reading like every two minutes? Just like as if he was being disturbed by Aiba like before this. He looks like he is waiting for Aiba to disturb his reading.” Ohno said matter of fact.
Before this, whenever the guys were having a break from their recording, they will do their own thing before resuming their work. Sho and Aiba will always ended up in the same room. Sho will read his newspaper while Aiba will read his manga or his will just disturbed Sho’s reading but somehow Sho doesn’t even mad, more like he enjoyed the disturbance. Only Aiba had the privilege of distracting Sho without getting any serious injury.
“We know.” Nino agreed. “I also once saw him walking the same route Aiba used to take to go home even though the route is far by Sho’s house route. It had become Sho’s regular route nowadays.”
“Sho will also visit Aiba’s grave almost everyday too as I once stumbled on him one morning,” Jun said.
“Everyday?” Nino asked “That mean you too been there everyday”
Jun nodded.
It’s been three month Arashi had been stopped performance. Johnny-san said Arashi will have one year break as each of the member need a break from the news in the form of to get over with the shock and get used of being in four members from now on. The member haven’t objected with the suggestion as they feel wrong to be in Arashi at the moment as now they are down being four members and they admitted they need some time to get used to it as Johnny-san said that Aiba had full impact on the group and each members.
Even though they haven’t had any work as Arashi, the four of them will still get together just as in hang out and be in company with each other. So far, Ohno and Nino had managed to overcome the shock but they still feel the emptiness. Jun had become less talkative as he already not a talkative person in the first place but among the four of them, it is Sho who had the worst aftermath effect.
“This coming Christmas Eve is sure eventless” Ohno suddenly said.
“And it is the day after tomorrow” Nino added, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes. Nino never thought or feels 24th December is Christmas Eve as he always thought 24th was always Aiba-chan birthday but starting this month it will not be the same again.
( SHIDA said: I still don’t know how my story will turn out so far... as I’m working my next chapter. And I wonder what effect of my story towards you guys... coz mostly everyone asked me why I killed aiba-chan even though I’m aiba-chan fan, this question I cant yet to answer…I hope you guys will keep supporting the story as for now I will try to focus on the regret part first and then I will gave some answers for the second chance part in the later chapter)