Drabble_07
Shige's E-Mail: LEAKED
Pairing: NishiKato
Summary: I’m not actually supposed to be telling you this… Shige is my friend but I trust you to not tell anyone. It’s a secret okay? This is just part of an email that he sent me. He’d flip if he ever knew that I told you about what he feels for Ryo…
Raiting: nc-17 just for a small part near the end...
Genre: drama
Warning: words relating to a homosexual nature... in other words... homophoes be gone!!
Word count: 845
Note: so... this is deffinetly just something that I made up myself. It isn't really something that Shige really wrote that I got from a friend. I swear it isn't...
“I’m not really sure how to react if I’m honest. How do they want me to react?
All over the internet are hundreds of thousands of these ‘Fan-fics’, where our fans pair us up, with each other, with characters they made themselves, other celebrities we may have met once or never met before, with our Sempai’s and Kouhai’s. How are we supposed to react?
Some of them really do have elaborate and heartbreaking plots - yeah, okay, I’ve read a few of these fics, so what? I need to know what people are writing about me! - Some of them are hilarious in the way they change our characteristics or follow them to the T, and then there are these ones that are purely us having sex with each other… I think they are called PWP’s… but I don’t know what it stands for, I haven’t figured it out yet… then look at these kinky ones, I mean, can anyone really imagine Koyama in leather? Paddling or getting paddled? And TegoMasu… Okay, so Massu can actually stomach Tegoshi, but at the end of the day, Tegoshi just wants a blonde with big boobs and fortunately for Massu, he has neither (no matter how big his moobs are). But don’t tell the fans, they still think he’s ‘cute’… I personally don’t see it…
Yamashita, our leader, I know he’s amazing and all, and I know his relationship with Jin and Toma are good, BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN THAT THEY ARE SLEEPING TOGETHER!! Seriously, it would be like sleeping with your brother!
And Ryo… they all make out that Ryo is really this considerate and cute guy that just ‘acts’ rough and tough as a way of ‘protecting himself’ or because he doesn’t know how to express his deep emotional love for me and that he would do anything for me just to see me smile or ease the stress just a little bit, when really… in the real world… it’s just me with a crush on him.
There was this one story that I found really sad. We were together and then I died - yes, it was sad because I had died… no it wasn’t, it was sad because of the way that Ryo reacted to my death - it just took Ryo forever to stop bottling up his feelings and his remorse and his broken heart and to just cry and let it all out. Would he cry if I died in real life?
I don’t even have studying to distract me anymore. It’s not like I’m in love with him like in the stories. It’s just… a man crush?
Yeah okay, I don’t know who I’m trying to kid, it’s more than a crush. I know it, Koyama knows it, hell you probably know it and you’re just… well, you’re a friend now, but still, a friend I’ve never even met…”
(He babbles a bit here… it’s not really anything you need to know…)
“…but yeah, me and Koyama, we just try to act as if my feelings don’t exist. And sure, there may have been a drunken kiss every now and again between me and Ryo, but it’s not like the stories, he doesn’t wake up the next day thinking, ‘oh my god, I’m so in love with Shige, I’m going to sweep him off his feet and make him mine.’ No. It’s nothing like that. I swear he never even remembers them, which makes it a whole lot less awkward for me. I can continue on as if nothing happened.
So for now, I guess the real Ryo/Shige genre would be under… ‘angst’?
I don’t know, it isn’t that bad. I don’t cry when I hear he’s been on a date with some girl, I don’t feel the urge to tell him everything or just grab him and push him against a wall and take his clothes off and ravish his amazing neck, coating it in hickeys followed by taking his beautiful penis in my mouth and making it slick before he pounds into me… well, not all the time… only when I’m jerking off thinking about him. And I can’t believe I just told you that… I haven’t even told Koyama… but, I can trust you, right?
Maybe I’ll tell him when NEWS is over…
I don’t know, I don’t know anything… a law degree is worth jack shit for these kinds of situations. I just try to focus on work. Yeah, it keeps me busy and distracted. Who needs a girlfriend or boy friend, so long as you’ve got work.
Well crap, I’ve really been going on about this a lot, haven’t I? Sorry for the rant. It just… didn’t stop.
Anyway…”
(then he started talking about some other things ^_^)
“so yeah, I’ve got to go now, I’ve already stayed up way later than I should have, I need to get up in a few hours!
But umm, about what I said before… about Ryo? Just, keep that between us, please? I don’t know what I’d do if it ever got out…”
-End-
Soo... comments are loved muchly ^_^
Pairing: NishiKato
Summary: I’m not actually supposed to be telling you this… Shige is my friend but I trust you to not tell anyone. It’s a secret okay? This is just part of an email that he sent me. He’d flip if he ever knew that I told you about what he feels for Ryo…
Raiting: nc-17 just for a small part near the end...
Genre: drama
Warning: words relating to a homosexual nature... in other words... homophoes be gone!!
Word count: 845
Note: so... this is deffinetly just something that I made up myself. It isn't really something that Shige really wrote that I got from a friend. I swear it isn't...
“I’m not really sure how to react if I’m honest. How do they want me to react?
All over the internet are hundreds of thousands of these ‘Fan-fics’, where our fans pair us up, with each other, with characters they made themselves, other celebrities we may have met once or never met before, with our Sempai’s and Kouhai’s. How are we supposed to react?
Some of them really do have elaborate and heartbreaking plots - yeah, okay, I’ve read a few of these fics, so what? I need to know what people are writing about me! - Some of them are hilarious in the way they change our characteristics or follow them to the T, and then there are these ones that are purely us having sex with each other… I think they are called PWP’s… but I don’t know what it stands for, I haven’t figured it out yet… then look at these kinky ones, I mean, can anyone really imagine Koyama in leather? Paddling or getting paddled? And TegoMasu… Okay, so Massu can actually stomach Tegoshi, but at the end of the day, Tegoshi just wants a blonde with big boobs and fortunately for Massu, he has neither (no matter how big his moobs are). But don’t tell the fans, they still think he’s ‘cute’… I personally don’t see it…
Yamashita, our leader, I know he’s amazing and all, and I know his relationship with Jin and Toma are good, BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN THAT THEY ARE SLEEPING TOGETHER!! Seriously, it would be like sleeping with your brother!
And Ryo… they all make out that Ryo is really this considerate and cute guy that just ‘acts’ rough and tough as a way of ‘protecting himself’ or because he doesn’t know how to express his deep emotional love for me and that he would do anything for me just to see me smile or ease the stress just a little bit, when really… in the real world… it’s just me with a crush on him.
There was this one story that I found really sad. We were together and then I died - yes, it was sad because I had died… no it wasn’t, it was sad because of the way that Ryo reacted to my death - it just took Ryo forever to stop bottling up his feelings and his remorse and his broken heart and to just cry and let it all out. Would he cry if I died in real life?
I don’t even have studying to distract me anymore. It’s not like I’m in love with him like in the stories. It’s just… a man crush?
Yeah okay, I don’t know who I’m trying to kid, it’s more than a crush. I know it, Koyama knows it, hell you probably know it and you’re just… well, you’re a friend now, but still, a friend I’ve never even met…”
(He babbles a bit here… it’s not really anything you need to know…)
“…but yeah, me and Koyama, we just try to act as if my feelings don’t exist. And sure, there may have been a drunken kiss every now and again between me and Ryo, but it’s not like the stories, he doesn’t wake up the next day thinking, ‘oh my god, I’m so in love with Shige, I’m going to sweep him off his feet and make him mine.’ No. It’s nothing like that. I swear he never even remembers them, which makes it a whole lot less awkward for me. I can continue on as if nothing happened.
So for now, I guess the real Ryo/Shige genre would be under… ‘angst’?
I don’t know, it isn’t that bad. I don’t cry when I hear he’s been on a date with some girl, I don’t feel the urge to tell him everything or just grab him and push him against a wall and take his clothes off and ravish his amazing neck, coating it in hickeys followed by taking his beautiful penis in my mouth and making it slick before he pounds into me… well, not all the time… only when I’m jerking off thinking about him. And I can’t believe I just told you that… I haven’t even told Koyama… but, I can trust you, right?
Maybe I’ll tell him when NEWS is over…
I don’t know, I don’t know anything… a law degree is worth jack shit for these kinds of situations. I just try to focus on work. Yeah, it keeps me busy and distracted. Who needs a girlfriend or boy friend, so long as you’ve got work.
Well crap, I’ve really been going on about this a lot, haven’t I? Sorry for the rant. It just… didn’t stop.
Anyway…”
(then he started talking about some other things ^_^)
“so yeah, I’ve got to go now, I’ve already stayed up way later than I should have, I need to get up in a few hours!
But umm, about what I said before… about Ryo? Just, keep that between us, please? I don’t know what I’d do if it ever got out…”
-End-
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