damn did the shit hit the fan at midnight.
my phone rang more from midnight to 8 am more that it has all week.
its weird how something weird and or upsetting has happened to almost every one of my friends last night.

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This is to the woman who I loved but lost ( Read more... )

no more mixed signals please.

i have a hard enough time.

whaddya scared of?

thats all.

awkward wasnt even the word to describe it.

and all i could think of was that i wanted more.

i wanted to make it unawkward

i wnted to make it familliar again.

i wanted...

"Your Bruise ( Read more... )

It gets good.
then it gets even worse than before.
im alright.
im ok.

im doing things i dont normally do.
im being put in situations that in any other circumstances the first thing out of my mouth would be 'hell naw!
yet im still there, and coming out on top haha.
but still i only want one thing

well...

2.

Holiday Mathis' horoscopes for Jan. 22 ( Read more... )

so i lied.
squash that last entry.
it seems like everytime i think ive got some shit figured out...

out the window.

eh.
fuck new years like fuck christmas.

rediculous. im serious.

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