No more

[arakeenrose]

I'm tired of everyone being too busy.

I'm tired of no one needing, or appreciating me.

I'm tired of feeling ignored and insignificant.

I'm tired of excuses and I'm tired of "maybe next week" or "sometime when I'm not..." or "oh sorry I forgot"

I'm tired of people thinking that parties count as something meaningful in a friendship, I want conversation and emotion not booze.

I'm tired of having no one to confide in and having no one confide in me.

I'm tired of not feeling as loved and wanted as I know I deserve to be.

And I'm tired of waiting for any of you to change any of this.

And I'm not asking for any response because there isn't anything anyone can say that will make this change, make me feel better or different.