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I come down from the labor tents
and unmake my dressing gowns
I sailed on the grey soaked seas
with other pirates of maiden crowns
The island shrinks and grows each day
when i catch and pass the waves
I see faces in the clouds
enemies Ive never met, they never frown
my love she's home out on the sea
standing on white foamy spray
too busy clawing at the weeds
to capture a glimpse of the day
A rolling wind caught latine sails
and the slapped when we kissed
that was sometime past again
On a airy voyage of like this
Now she pulls at the weeds
and she has lost her sight
she can't find the green sea pike
so she throttles out of spite
Anyone who walks out there
anyone perfect enough to go
Wont find the challenge there
just an awkward lady lost
She will wander as were told
until she settles, out of breath
her naked resolution warped
and her life wasted in a trap
I find it funny also that megan says that I spend too much money but she's going on "vacation" when she doesnt even have a job to vacation from. I hope she has fun though, As I am left to wonder what concessions I need to make to satisfy a partner who doesn even have teh decency to listen to me respectfully. I just cant compete with whatever fabtasy she has in her head of what life she is meant for, and I cant show her my willingness to try because shes too busy making fun, yelling at, or ignoring me. Her genuine interest in me and our marriage has been squandered by her childish attitudes towards compromise, atleast this is how i feel right now. Later on after she's had time to cool off and she can actually listen to me for a few minutes, ill try to tell her again that I need to be respected and that she has to want more than to just have her qualms listened to, she has to want to listen and address mine too. She would have to do this for ANYONE she was with so I dont understyand what the huge issue is, if she thinks anyone would want to be with her when she just runs away when theyre trying to tell her their problems with things then she's in a for some serious heartache. I just want to do the right thing and maybe at this point its looking into divorce, I dont know, i want to make her happy but how can I when she doesnt feel the same way? My happiness is tantamount to "collateral damage" for her i feel, like its something that can just get in the way of her feelings being satiated. Who knows, im upset so maybe I should just wait, I justw ant to do the right thing, and I want to be respected as a person and as a husband. If she thinks that's fair then she knows where to find me.
and unmake my dressing gowns
I sailed on the grey soaked seas
with other pirates of maiden crowns
The island shrinks and grows each day
when i catch and pass the waves
I see faces in the clouds
enemies Ive never met, they never frown
my love she's home out on the sea
standing on white foamy spray
too busy clawing at the weeds
to capture a glimpse of the day
A rolling wind caught latine sails
and the slapped when we kissed
that was sometime past again
On a airy voyage of like this
Now she pulls at the weeds
and she has lost her sight
she can't find the green sea pike
so she throttles out of spite
Anyone who walks out there
anyone perfect enough to go
Wont find the challenge there
just an awkward lady lost
She will wander as were told
until she settles, out of breath
her naked resolution warped
and her life wasted in a trap
I find it funny also that megan says that I spend too much money but she's going on "vacation" when she doesnt even have a job to vacation from. I hope she has fun though, As I am left to wonder what concessions I need to make to satisfy a partner who doesn even have teh decency to listen to me respectfully. I just cant compete with whatever fabtasy she has in her head of what life she is meant for, and I cant show her my willingness to try because shes too busy making fun, yelling at, or ignoring me. Her genuine interest in me and our marriage has been squandered by her childish attitudes towards compromise, atleast this is how i feel right now. Later on after she's had time to cool off and she can actually listen to me for a few minutes, ill try to tell her again that I need to be respected and that she has to want more than to just have her qualms listened to, she has to want to listen and address mine too. She would have to do this for ANYONE she was with so I dont understyand what the huge issue is, if she thinks anyone would want to be with her when she just runs away when theyre trying to tell her their problems with things then she's in a for some serious heartache. I just want to do the right thing and maybe at this point its looking into divorce, I dont know, i want to make her happy but how can I when she doesnt feel the same way? My happiness is tantamount to "collateral damage" for her i feel, like its something that can just get in the way of her feelings being satiated. Who knows, im upset so maybe I should just wait, I justw ant to do the right thing, and I want to be respected as a person and as a husband. If she thinks that's fair then she knows where to find me.