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It's disappointing and unfortunate trying to be a husband. I feel like im in someone elses shadow and I can't see my way out of it. My feelings are not even respected it seems, im just a point to be argued against, logic problemt o be figured out. If I feel a certain way, its not considered, it's just an obstacle waiting to be proven fallable. WHat chance do I have of helping make a marriage work if im not even seen as a respected equal, or a friend? She would rather let people think she were embarrassed of me, or that she thinks im a "challenge" rather than a proud part of her life. And this is for people who aren't "really" her friends. I am lost.