little dream blurb...
Ok so,
I've had quite a few dreams now but none that I can recall. Getting back into this again is going to take some effort that I may not be at liberty to expend at this point.
The last dream I remember was just weird.
I was standing in line at a relatively empty taco bell that seemed like it was set in the bowels of an over glorified themepark ride like Jurrasic park or something because all the support beams in the place were made to look like rainforest trees from a billion years ago.
I am standing up front waiting for a concessions clerk and Xzedd and my father (again this pairing what is going on with my subconcious)
are just standing off to the side talking with me while I wait.
As I wait a white blonde buzz cut hugely built guy comes walking up behind me and gets WAY too close for comefort so I turn around sharpely and give him a death look of contempt.
He glares at me hard and expressionless and just gets right up in my face and puts a big beefy arm on either side of me on the counter behind, trapping me within his huge biceps and just stares right into my face with a 'what are you gonna do about it?' kind of attatude but he says nothing.
My father and xzedd both watch but do and say absolutely nothing.
I'm pretty sure I verbally protest at this point, venoumous dripping bitternesss and resent.
He says nothing but comes in a little closer to me.
Again my father and xzedd just stand there watching this.
HOrrified and loosing it because of the phisical boundary crossing I try to kick him back with no results. He doesn't move a milimeter. Hardly even flinches. I start screaming a pathetic disbelieving panicky warble and raise my hand to slam it down and rake it across his face several times.
Nothing.
Not even so much as a reactive yell.
He just looks pissed off now but continues to say nothing and now instead of having his arms trapping me he just grabs me and I kick and scream and twist to no avail.
My dad and xzedd...
do and say
nothing.
I wake up heart pounding...
contemplating wether or not I should try screaming into a pillow just to remind myself that I CAN and do scream alot better than that.
but I didn't
Realizing it was just a dream.
weird ass f*cking dream...
I've had quite a few dreams now but none that I can recall. Getting back into this again is going to take some effort that I may not be at liberty to expend at this point.
The last dream I remember was just weird.
I was standing in line at a relatively empty taco bell that seemed like it was set in the bowels of an over glorified themepark ride like Jurrasic park or something because all the support beams in the place were made to look like rainforest trees from a billion years ago.
I am standing up front waiting for a concessions clerk and Xzedd and my father (again this pairing what is going on with my subconcious)
are just standing off to the side talking with me while I wait.
As I wait a white blonde buzz cut hugely built guy comes walking up behind me and gets WAY too close for comefort so I turn around sharpely and give him a death look of contempt.
He glares at me hard and expressionless and just gets right up in my face and puts a big beefy arm on either side of me on the counter behind, trapping me within his huge biceps and just stares right into my face with a 'what are you gonna do about it?' kind of attatude but he says nothing.
My father and xzedd both watch but do and say absolutely nothing.
I'm pretty sure I verbally protest at this point, venoumous dripping bitternesss and resent.
He says nothing but comes in a little closer to me.
Again my father and xzedd just stand there watching this.
HOrrified and loosing it because of the phisical boundary crossing I try to kick him back with no results. He doesn't move a milimeter. Hardly even flinches. I start screaming a pathetic disbelieving panicky warble and raise my hand to slam it down and rake it across his face several times.
Nothing.
Not even so much as a reactive yell.
He just looks pissed off now but continues to say nothing and now instead of having his arms trapping me he just grabs me and I kick and scream and twist to no avail.
My dad and xzedd...
do and say
nothing.
I wake up heart pounding...
contemplating wether or not I should try screaming into a pillow just to remind myself that I CAN and do scream alot better than that.
but I didn't
Realizing it was just a dream.
weird ass f*cking dream...