I swear to the Gods above she does some of this to confuse me.

Well.

It's WORKIN'.

Geh.

S'been a long few days.

Juni and I met with Ash and Proto. Noone killed anyone else, so that went a lot better than I expected. Hells, it didn't turn into the screaming match I was half expecting it to.

In other news, Proto's actually treated me like a decent human being. Which kinda caught me off guard. I'm not complaining just shocked as hells ( Read more... )

But I'm officially over it all.

And if I knew I wouldn't break her jaw, I'd probably slap her for the shit she DID put me through in all this.

I am heartbroken.

I am upset.

I am just plain broken.

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And I still got her a christmas gift.

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What the fuck is wrong with me?

And gods damn it, if my Future self keeps meddling, a bitch is gonna have to be choked.

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SO. BLOODY. STUPID.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH */loud/ screech*

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First Ash.

He took Juni somewhere, Don't know where. Bad feeling.

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*scrawled, scared, violent on the page*F-fuckinghellit'slikeoneofmynightmares

It starts off simple. Normal day.

I then lose control of the powers Shiva's bestowed upon me.

The temperature's dropped like a rock, and I somehow cause a blizzard, even though my level's not that high...

I-iwatchedallofthemfreezetodeathandIcouldn'tstopit

I was SO COLD. Immune but still COLD. I-icouldn'tdie.It wouldn't LET ME.And apperently, I ( Read more... )

One of my worst fears is being alone.

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It's..

..They all leave me. I let them. They say that if you "love something", you set it free. I unselfishly do so.

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And I'm alone. Noone there.

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Not as creepy as the others, but...

I now have the abilities of Ice and Electricity at my command ( Read more... )

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Well.

I've officially had my heart torn out and stamped into the ground.

Such fun, that. Really.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna return to being a sobbing wreck in this corner.