I shed a tear today...
indeed i did. i got an email from jenna's dad updating me on what was going on at the moment. im just so worried. I got to thinking about everything going on with her and my eyes got a bit watery and a tear or so rolled down my left cheek. I just pray that everything goes well. I wish i had spent more time talking to jenna the last few days she was online before now. i kinda wanna call her and give her my best wishes, but im scared too in a way for various reasons it seems i cant describe in writing. I don't think i'd really know what to say. my eyes are gettin a little watery as i write this. jenna is a strong, kind, caring, and wonderful person. but shes more than just a person to me, shes a friend. and she has all my hopes and wishes right now. shes one of the few people on the internet i feel i can talk to and get her honest true opinion on something. there was a time when me and jenna didnt get along, i wont talk about why, but i'm glad she gave me a second chance to be her friend. we've had some pretty good times on AIM in the past year or so ive known her and i look forward to many more. i know you wont read this now jenna, but get well soon, there's people who care about you and are wishing you the best from east to west, and we all look forward to your return to good health.