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I can't wait for this weekend. My mother is leaving, so I'll have the house all to myself. But of course, that means I won't have the house to myself, cause I'll be inviting a gazillion people over to party it up with me. Ok, so I'm not that popular, and all the girls I know either left Florence or have bfs, so, it won't be much of a party either. Bleh! How pitiful, a house to myself, a possible party, and I don't even have any girls to invite. That's no party. Garrett A. even posted my "party" on a bullitin on myspace.com, hahaha, like anyone is gonna respond.
This Amie bitch who I thought I'd become good friends with now seems like she won't even talk to me. I hung out with her a couple of times, I brought her here to Preston, we finger painted! Last couple of days she hasn't been responding to my IM's, and when I IM her I see her typing, so I know she's there. God, it pisses me off, what an awful way to treat someone. Oh yeah, I just found out she blocked me, wtf? Wow, I haven't been this pissed at someone in a while. Except for Summer.........
Oh yeah, and I never gave my rant about Summer. Here is one messed up girl. She was so sad and alone, and I felt sorry for her. She was so desperate, she friggin told me to fall in love with her less than a week after we started talking. I wanted to get to know her better, but when I got the chance to hang out with her, she started coming up with all of these lame excuses. Eventually, after asking her numerous times, I told her I knew I wasn't wanted, and after that, she didn't IM me anymore. I just talked to her though, and again she is busy, so, I told the bitch off. Seems my relationship with two different women was finalized tonight, and they both ended up being terminated.
Wow, I'm speechless, I am without speech, ok, guess I'm not really, considering these words are coming out, but whoa! I just learned something very startling. Meghan, now we all know Meghan. Garrett A. just informed me that, before she ran off, Meghan told Garrett that she had a crush on me. So, she did fucking like me after all!!! Of course, this contradicts everything I thought before. Why do you cut off contact from someone you have a crush on? And why, when they finally find you, do you treat them like crap still? Wow, I dunno, I'm gonna have to sleep on this one, this is some fucked up shit right here. You know, despite all the bullshit I've gone through, all this fucking heartache, I think my life is one interesting story. Just when I think my life is at a hault, something new unfolds and becomes written in the History of Justin. When I reach like, 50 or so, I should write a book of my life, and it will be entitled "How Women Turned Me Into A Depressed Pessimist" by Justin Williams. And it will be filled with the real heartaches and pains of my life, and people will read it and weep for me, not believing that one man has had to endure such agony at the hands of so many women.
Yeah, ok, maybe it's not THAT bad, but hell, I think I've had my share of depression by now dammit. Anyway, I'm ranting, and I don't really have anything else to say, so, done.
This Amie bitch who I thought I'd become good friends with now seems like she won't even talk to me. I hung out with her a couple of times, I brought her here to Preston, we finger painted! Last couple of days she hasn't been responding to my IM's, and when I IM her I see her typing, so I know she's there. God, it pisses me off, what an awful way to treat someone. Oh yeah, I just found out she blocked me, wtf? Wow, I haven't been this pissed at someone in a while. Except for Summer.........
Oh yeah, and I never gave my rant about Summer. Here is one messed up girl. She was so sad and alone, and I felt sorry for her. She was so desperate, she friggin told me to fall in love with her less than a week after we started talking. I wanted to get to know her better, but when I got the chance to hang out with her, she started coming up with all of these lame excuses. Eventually, after asking her numerous times, I told her I knew I wasn't wanted, and after that, she didn't IM me anymore. I just talked to her though, and again she is busy, so, I told the bitch off. Seems my relationship with two different women was finalized tonight, and they both ended up being terminated.
Wow, I'm speechless, I am without speech, ok, guess I'm not really, considering these words are coming out, but whoa! I just learned something very startling. Meghan, now we all know Meghan. Garrett A. just informed me that, before she ran off, Meghan told Garrett that she had a crush on me. So, she did fucking like me after all!!! Of course, this contradicts everything I thought before. Why do you cut off contact from someone you have a crush on? And why, when they finally find you, do you treat them like crap still? Wow, I dunno, I'm gonna have to sleep on this one, this is some fucked up shit right here. You know, despite all the bullshit I've gone through, all this fucking heartache, I think my life is one interesting story. Just when I think my life is at a hault, something new unfolds and becomes written in the History of Justin. When I reach like, 50 or so, I should write a book of my life, and it will be entitled "How Women Turned Me Into A Depressed Pessimist" by Justin Williams. And it will be filled with the real heartaches and pains of my life, and people will read it and weep for me, not believing that one man has had to endure such agony at the hands of so many women.
Yeah, ok, maybe it's not THAT bad, but hell, I think I've had my share of depression by now dammit. Anyway, I'm ranting, and I don't really have anything else to say, so, done.