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What a day, bleh!!!
The one cool thing about today was I got to hang out with my uncle. He's like 30 something, but I feel more like I'm talking to someone my age. I can discuss women and drinking with him, and it's all cool.
Everything else today was bleh!
I found out tonight I have a paper for history due tomorrow, but I can't do it now because I have to go to the library and it was already closed.
So now that's gonna be late.
I got a C+ on my first English paper, no way it was a C+ paper. I mean, it was basically a throw away assignment, it's not worth a lot, but still, give me a good grade for doing it, geez. Now I've turned in my second paper late, so I'm gonna get points off there.
Then, tonight at the Russell House, when I picked up my breadsticks, the sauce fell out and about splattered all over this girl. Then the dude at the register told me I had already used my card for dinner, when I hadn't been in the Russell House all friggin day. So I had to go get money from the ATM to eat.
Just a really crappy day. At least tomorrow's Friday, but I'm gonna have a shit load of work to do.
Everyone feels so far away
I wake up only to leave the day
For some it's all just out of reach
Me, it's there, just unreleased
But to release would be to die
It feels so wrong to deny
To relive life under this charade
I'll swing my song to a seranade
And not looking back
Though always turned around
Like walking backwards
Against the sound
Before the time ends
It won't be soon
I'll make my way
It's only noon
To where it was
But it's not
I find myself
Behind the knot
Of all the things
I never sought
And left them all
There to rot
And I an eye
For four found foul
I'll punch the sky
And kick that owl
Damn owl!
Yeah, ok, figured I should end that.
Appearently Im into writing poems again, so yeah, get used to it.
I feel like crying, but I'm too manly to do that.
Everything seems to hit at once
I need something in this God Damn Mother Fucking life to keep me going
Hope is fading away.........................
I know life is real, I'm not one of those people who needs to cut themselves to know they're alive.
But, I can relate to what they're trying to do.
I need something to help me get by
I wish someone, or something would save me from this pathetic excuse for a life.
The one cool thing about today was I got to hang out with my uncle. He's like 30 something, but I feel more like I'm talking to someone my age. I can discuss women and drinking with him, and it's all cool.
Everything else today was bleh!
I found out tonight I have a paper for history due tomorrow, but I can't do it now because I have to go to the library and it was already closed.
So now that's gonna be late.
I got a C+ on my first English paper, no way it was a C+ paper. I mean, it was basically a throw away assignment, it's not worth a lot, but still, give me a good grade for doing it, geez. Now I've turned in my second paper late, so I'm gonna get points off there.
Then, tonight at the Russell House, when I picked up my breadsticks, the sauce fell out and about splattered all over this girl. Then the dude at the register told me I had already used my card for dinner, when I hadn't been in the Russell House all friggin day. So I had to go get money from the ATM to eat.
Just a really crappy day. At least tomorrow's Friday, but I'm gonna have a shit load of work to do.
Everyone feels so far away
I wake up only to leave the day
For some it's all just out of reach
Me, it's there, just unreleased
But to release would be to die
It feels so wrong to deny
To relive life under this charade
I'll swing my song to a seranade
And not looking back
Though always turned around
Like walking backwards
Against the sound
Before the time ends
It won't be soon
I'll make my way
It's only noon
To where it was
But it's not
I find myself
Behind the knot
Of all the things
I never sought
And left them all
There to rot
And I an eye
For four found foul
I'll punch the sky
And kick that owl
Damn owl!
Yeah, ok, figured I should end that.
Appearently Im into writing poems again, so yeah, get used to it.
I feel like crying, but I'm too manly to do that.
Everything seems to hit at once
I need something in this God Damn Mother Fucking life to keep me going
Hope is fading away.........................
I know life is real, I'm not one of those people who needs to cut themselves to know they're alive.
But, I can relate to what they're trying to do.
I need something to help me get by
I wish someone, or something would save me from this pathetic excuse for a life.