Day 47
Your Name: Benvolio del Montague
Suicidal Ideation: 4/10
Homicidal Ideation: None
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Enough. I did not count. Perhaps I should start?
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: It is all about them, all the time. I can avoid thinking about them both enough while I am awake, but it would seem that in my sleeping hours, they haunt me ruthlessly.
Moods Experienced Today: Misery, but then again, some enjoyment.
Mood Triggers: Spending time with that lovely young woman in the conservatory. Reminded me of home.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Perhaps it will not be as horrid being here as I had first thought.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: The time in the conservatory. It is quiet enough and very warm in there. I hope I can spend more time there.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Any time I could hear the ruckus that goes on here.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I have not yet attended, but I do not expect to enjoy it when I do.
Noticable Improvements: None. Do not expect much.
Suicidal Ideation: 4/10
Homicidal Ideation: None
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Enough. I did not count. Perhaps I should start?
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: It is all about them, all the time. I can avoid thinking about them both enough while I am awake, but it would seem that in my sleeping hours, they haunt me ruthlessly.
Moods Experienced Today: Misery, but then again, some enjoyment.
Mood Triggers: Spending time with that lovely young woman in the conservatory. Reminded me of home.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Perhaps it will not be as horrid being here as I had first thought.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: The time in the conservatory. It is quiet enough and very warm in there. I hope I can spend more time there.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Any time I could hear the ruckus that goes on here.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I have not yet attended, but I do not expect to enjoy it when I do.
Noticable Improvements: None. Do not expect much.