"Word Vomit"
Well. I've just made an ass out of myself. Jen lives on my floor and is a sweetie. I always feel bad, because some of the people that are supposed to be her friends say mean things behind her back, or avoid her. So I try to be extra nice. Me and Vanessa even drove down to SLC on Sunday, and picked up Jen to hang out with us because she was in SLC for the weekend with her parents. Then today, I dunno what's going on.
First she's been kinda snippy all day, and saying snide things. So I think she's annoyed at me. Then finally in the elevator she says something and I snapped.
I meant to say: Jen, I know you don't mean too, but I feel like you're annoyed at me because you've said some kind of mean things today.
What came out was: Jen! You've been snippy and rude all day! Why don't you go take a nap or something.
Then she said what! she didn't know what I was talking about (I believe her, so who knows what's going on) and then walked off. I tried to write an apology on her door, and she came up halfway through, so I tried to explain what I meant. She just interupted me and said "It's okay. Don't worry about it." Only she didn't sound like she meant it.
Now I'm afraid of several things. I'm afriad she'll hate me, because I really do like her, she was becoming a good friend. I'm afraid that if she doesn't hate me, she'll still stop being my friend. I'm afraid that if she does hate me, she'll make my life hell, and make everybody else in the "group" of girls here not like me. Ugh. I'm glad you guys are coming home for spring break soon. I need some non-dramatic fun time.
First she's been kinda snippy all day, and saying snide things. So I think she's annoyed at me. Then finally in the elevator she says something and I snapped.
I meant to say: Jen, I know you don't mean too, but I feel like you're annoyed at me because you've said some kind of mean things today.
What came out was: Jen! You've been snippy and rude all day! Why don't you go take a nap or something.
Then she said what! she didn't know what I was talking about (I believe her, so who knows what's going on) and then walked off. I tried to write an apology on her door, and she came up halfway through, so I tried to explain what I meant. She just interupted me and said "It's okay. Don't worry about it." Only she didn't sound like she meant it.
Now I'm afraid of several things. I'm afriad she'll hate me, because I really do like her, she was becoming a good friend. I'm afraid that if she doesn't hate me, she'll still stop being my friend. I'm afraid that if she does hate me, she'll make my life hell, and make everybody else in the "group" of girls here not like me. Ugh. I'm glad you guys are coming home for spring break soon. I need some non-dramatic fun time.